Work.

So I'm at work, another boring day. I like my job. Pretty much just because my boss is awesome and I like the people I work with. I really don't like the work I do. Yea, sure, I get to "help" people who are sick and sometimes I'm even good at my job and make people happy. But I really want to do something different. I don't know what it is, but I want to do it. I want to stay at UM, but as of right now I'm not really qualified to do anything else besides what I do now or something similar. We have classes for new employees and I think I would really like to be one of the instructors. I know I would be good at it. But it seems like they all said they had their masters in whatever when they were introducing themselves... but seriously, no degree is required to do their job. They just teach you how to use the programs that I use every day and have used for years now. It doesn't seem that hard.
Any way, someday when I'm comfortable leaving my job here I'll look into it. Until then, it's boring routine.
Don't get me wrong, my job is not easy, but it IS boring... does that make sense?

Enough about work.

I "ran" 5 miles yesterday. It's in quotations because I also walked some of it. My intention was to run the whole time so I'm still going to call it a run... but there was walking. *sigh* My half marathon (13.1 miles) is in 23 days! I'm just such a mental case. It's been said that running is 10% physical and 90% mental, and at my level that is very true. When you get into the pros it's different. But yea, I'm going to try and concentrate on this more while I'm running and not while I'm sitting at my desk at work.

I was going to go work out this morning. I was up, dressed and ready to go. I then realized as I was putting Lola in her cage that she was going to bark and wake up my room mate... at 5:30am. She has severe seperation anxiety. If I don't put her in her cage she tears my room apart, poops and pees all over (even if I JUST let her out) and barks and scratches like a crazy dog. So, I decided I should probably not leave so early... I'm so bummed because I know not that I can do it, I can get up and go work out in the early morning before work! I could do it on a regular basis! But... Lola is a big problem.

My room mate is moving out when our lease is up (6/14) and I'm pretty excited because Josh wants to find a job in Ann Arbor and move in with me. It would be so nice to have that apartment to ourselves. I could spread out instead of being cramped up in one room. Lola would be a lot happier too. I'm just trying to be patient and hope that everything falls into place. Our relationship has really grown and I'm really starting to settle down emotionally. He seems to finally be coming around and having confidence in me, that I'm the one he wants. It's a good feeling.

Only time will tell... I hate that.

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